“Anyone that believes this type of rubbish must be a few beers short of a six pack, oh and yes “if the boot fits”.”
This is part of a comment left on a post I shared yesterday on my personal Facebook page by a person I know.
The comment didn’t upset me, nor did it bother me that the person straight after writing it blocked me – I am thankful, I appreciate them creating a space for someone who is interested in engaging in open dialogue to enter my life.
I have been feeling deeply called for some time now to step out of the cocoon I have built since Osian was born. A place that has felt safe and reliable, quiet and familiar. Recent events have turned the volume up to a point I can no longer ignore.
Exposing more of myself, the clunky parts that don’t follow the crowd, is challenging. I feel vulnerable. I feel nervous. I feel exposed. I physically feel nauseous, and sometimes I feel a tightening in my chest that forces me to breathe deeply for it to clear.
It’s not coming easily to share these parts of myself. These aren’t just parts of myself, rather they are my essence.
Not everyone is going to align with it, which is absolutely a great thing! It is my belief that exposure to varied points of view are what open the space for us to learn, try on new thoughts, and expand our thinking.
My humanly desire to be liked and loved by all is a challenge that often holds me back from sharing myself uninhibited. My beliefs and view of the world isn’t what mainstream pushes us to think, feel, be, believe, and to share is exposing myself to ridicule and low level attacks like I did receive, rather than intelligent conversation or debate, which I’m totally up for. My opinions and views are flexible and open discussion offers a way to see things in a light I may not have considered before.
We can’t control how people receive us or our message, and sometimes that’s hard to wear. It can feel safer to hold back and say nothing.
How can I desire to reignite and build my coaching career, asking people to be confident in shining their own light, when I am holding back from shining my own?
The muscles of resilience and confidence require flexing to strengthen.
The feeling I receive when my clients have broken through a limiting belief or tried something they had been lacking in confidence to do, is indescribable.
I am thankful for the beautiful friends I can lean on to remind me of the promises I’ve made to myself, to remind me my voice is worthy to share and that it is more than ok to add my piece to the greater conversation.
All our voices are important and I believe there has never been a more significant time in our lifetime that has called for more people asking questions and sharing their truth.
Are you feeling the urge to step out of your comfort zone, and are seeking a safe space to explore what that looks like for you? I would love for you to consider my personal life coaching program.